Look at it this way, with school starting part-time in January I've got a 9 month sabbatical for Art, Design, Invention and Engineering. I just have to not blow it. I have to not sabotage, ambush, or defeat myself or waste time when it shouldn't be wasted. This includes avoiding the following; excessive consumption of anything that's not part of my regular diet, quitting JTs Blocks on Yahoo Games cold turkey! And limiting relationships that do not contribute to my goal. These 9 months are my baby, my pregnancy and time is my nutrition for two. So now that I'm pregnant I'm going to need a doctor. I'll need ultrasounds, regular checkups, and reassurance that I'm not going to give birth to something with 11 fingers and one eye or worse, stillbirth, because I might die too. For too long I've treated my creative im/pulses as an after-hours pursit. You know what happens when someone has a kid? Their life is altered and changed forever. They go from person to parent and their kids become everything to them. That's the way I've got to look at this.